I pretty much hate this…
Why is approaching so hard?
Why is there so much build up?
…so much expectation?
…so much hope in that which isn’t there?
Well, at least the tied in knots part is back, maybe that means if it went well there would be butterflies…
Well, let’s not get the hopes up too high
Why is it that I pursue anyone who shows the slightest amount of interest?
Even when it’s only that she talks first…
I’m not even given an opportunity for a crush
Those feelings haven’t really happened in a long time.
The only reason to get to know someone is for the checks and x’s
Who is a potential and who isn’t.
Who logically works and who logically doesn’t.
God, I just want to feel!