To you, O shade O mysterious one who has crafted this illusory experience of faith around my head like the thick, grey cloud that forewarns a storm. I take steps blindly, but scrambling to clear the fog from in front of my face and this makes me so off-balance it’s a wonder I do not [...]

“He’s lost his head” he says viewing the insane man on the corner across the street who fancies himself what he would say “the most important damned man on the planet.” However, is this really what is going on? “I mean, look at the man. Turning his head to look behind every six seconds as [...]

I was reading some commentary on Luke 9 on this Godrules.net site that Rachel found.  Here’s a particularly beautiful except from the Jamieson-Fausset-Brown commentary on Luke 9:31, where Jesus is glorified and speaking with Moses and Elijah: Luke 9:31 “Go, matchless, adored One, a Lamb to the slaughter! rejected of men, but chosen of God [...]

Nothing’s ever good enough Not, at least, to the standard that exists in my mind as it relates to my pursuits ==== Why is it that I cannot say I have done something that I’m supremely proud of? That there wasn’t anything else to be done, to be improved or perfected Is there anything I [...]

if you prayed, my ears feel tons better.

please pray for my ears. i might have an ear infection but im not sure.  they feel kind of stuffed up, and pop like on an airplane.  especially when i yawn, or open my mouth wide generally.  they also kind of hurt when they pop.  i don’t really want to go to the doctor again. [...]

I’m not too much afraid of the future except in how it involves you. I mean to say, I don’t worry about how I’ll fare, but you’d be mine. I’d have to provide, and would be held responsible if I don’t. That scares me, a lot in fact. Especially considering I haven’t been able to [...]

Out of the deepest depth, from complete unbeing you created a world that was heretofore without form, and void; prelogos. Up from underneath you pulled the ground over and above the vast sea. You shook them once, or perhaps twice, to be certain they were dry, simply to settle your doubt for you wanted this [...]

happy jesus-is-back-and-out-to-get-you day friends.

When I’m at work I tend to think.  In fact, it never stops.  I ruminate over all and every thing that enters my thoughts domain.  Weighing possibilities, examining occurrences and my intentions as well as how I should have responded instead of the way I did.  Sometimes I sing, that is, when I can remember [...]