I’ve decided (and my wife has confirmed this) that I have very little motivation to do what I want. To combat this, yesterday I did some work on an article I’ve been talking about writing for over a month. Also, I had the thought that maybe I should make a few goals from week to [...]

I’m sitting at the front door of inevitability I feel like each move to the left or the right has been predetermined, or at least my attempting surging is of none effect I cannot move; I am entirely dependent “See” she says but I cannot “Be content or at least not so down & out” [...]