Mark! Thanks for your email.  Justin has been on my mind almost every day in the past few months.  I am so grateful to have known him and the rest of you, Chesnuts.  I have two things to share.  The first is an article I wrote for the Papyrus that was printed a week after [...]

Remember when we were all in school, pursing studies, reading books, discussing ideas and all that? I do, I miss it so much.  I feel so dumb sometimes.  Especially reading things I felt like I understood a year ago that I now scratch my head over.  And when I write.  I try to write in [...]

John said this: “i like you too chase. merry christmas. tell jesus “hey” for me. i hope you’re having a good time with your family. are you gonna be in dc with us over new years?” You know John, sorry, but I’m not.  Mostly because I didn’t know where “us” would be until just now [...]

It’s comforting to know I’m not the only one who feels short-changed in our relationships.  But now, what are we going to do about it?  I’m going to try to call all of you.  You should call everyone too.  Or post.  Or send messages.  What else do we have save doing nothing?

I do love every single one of you so very much And I miss you oh so much I’m not sure though if I miss you particularly or if I miss feeling close to you generally meaning, feeling close to people I think it’s you particularly though I feel the happiest when we’re together, and [...]

Reading other people’s comments on other people’s xanga’s is kind of odd to me because I’ll get few to nil response to my own.  I’m not necessarily offended by this nor do I think myself to be one so worthy of the attention, but I think we often want to help “fix” people.  I mean, [...]

so, things are crazy busy. i think im going to start writing in this journal like im writing to myself and not to anyone else so its more like an actual journal.  ive never really done that before i guess because there were things i didn’t think people needed to read.  now i don’t care. [...]

Things that made me happy today in chronological order: 1)  Both my test and quiz that I had today went well, but especially my music business test. 2)  Randy Bitticks 3)  Getting my contacts in the mail 4) Justin Boston (my singer) called me back tonight 5)  I learned the specifics of how to set [...]