I’m not too much afraid of the future except in how it involves you. I mean to say, I don’t worry about how I’ll fare, but you’d be mine. I’d have to provide, and would be held responsible if I don’t. That scares me, a lot in fact. Especially considering I haven’t been able to [...]

practice went well tonight.  talked about a lot of stuff.  attitudes were kept cool. pray for my band.  we have 12 press packs out, and our future on the line.  pray for God’s will (and that we’ll get signed if that is indeed his idea… i go home tomorrow with caitlin for thanksgiving break.  it’s [...]

I’d be a bit frustrated about this if I wasn’t already frustrated with myself Believe it or not, this week wasn’t so hot For us both And tonight was weird I don’t want to say no and be denying So what is there to do I need help again with my own issues But I [...]

So I’m single. This kind of hit me all over again.  Not in a sad way, but in a freeing way, I guess.  I think I often act like I’m tied down to a specific person (usually a casual friend, but I refer to them as “potentials”) and I start to define my future by [...]