Must we be so silent? Unable to speak? As though our tongue is limp and our mind always on other things I admit that I feel shame only seldom when I remember that I’ve forgotten you I do not know why How can I care for one I’ve never seen? have hardly felt? nor have [...]

if you prayed, my ears feel tons better.

I’m not too much afraid of the future except in how it involves you. I mean to say, I don’t worry about how I’ll fare, but you’d be mine. I’d have to provide, and would be held responsible if I don’t. That scares me, a lot in fact. Especially considering I haven’t been able to [...]

practice went well tonight.  talked about a lot of stuff.  attitudes were kept cool. pray for my band.  we have 12 press packs out, and our future on the line.  pray for God’s will (and that we’ll get signed if that is indeed his idea… i go home tomorrow with caitlin for thanksgiving break.  it’s [...]

tonite i sit on the brink of the future the present is quickly moving along colliding into certain inevitability into the uttermost, farthest reaches of the space/time continuum my current sitting position is touching the one beyond all and in all my past, present and future are all here in one moment bending the fabric [...]

I’m sitting at the front door of inevitability I feel like each move to the left or the right has been predetermined, or at least my attempting surging is of none effect I cannot move; I am entirely dependent “See” she says but I cannot “Be content or at least not so down & out” [...]

July 16th, Brennan Manning Devotional: “The Christian with depth is the person who has failed and who has learned to live with his failure.” How have I failed?  In what areas to I habitually fail?  God, forgive me for these failures. a)  I fail with my eyes. b)  I fail with my pride. c)  I [...]

I made a phone call today that was nice. And I talked to Mom for a little bit about faith and prosperity teaching tonight.  I don’t think I could ever stand behind “name it, claim it” teaching.  Who is man that he can tell God what to do?  I have faith that God knows what [...]