Must we be so silent? Unable to speak? As though our tongue is limp and our mind always on other things I admit that I feel shame only seldom when I remember that I’ve forgotten you I do not know why How can I care for one I’ve never seen? have hardly felt? nor have [...]

if you prayed, my ears feel tons better.

I’m not too much afraid of the future except in how it involves you. I mean to say, I don’t worry about how I’ll fare, but you’d be mine. I’d have to provide, and would be held responsible if I don’t. That scares me, a lot in fact. Especially considering I haven’t been able to [...]

tonite i sit on the brink of the future the present is quickly moving along colliding into certain inevitability into the uttermost, farthest reaches of the space/time continuum my current sitting position is touching the one beyond all and in all my past, present and future are all here in one moment bending the fabric [...]

I’m sitting at the front door of inevitability I feel like each move to the left or the right has been predetermined, or at least my attempting surging is of none effect I cannot move; I am entirely dependent “See” she says but I cannot “Be content or at least not so down & out” [...]

July 16th, Brennan Manning Devotional: “The Christian with depth is the person who has failed and who has learned to live with his failure.” How have I failed?  In what areas to I habitually fail?  God, forgive me for these failures. a)  I fail with my eyes. b)  I fail with my pride. c)  I [...]

I made a phone call today that was nice. And I talked to Mom for a little bit about faith and prosperity teaching tonight.  I don’t think I could ever stand behind “name it, claim it” teaching.  Who is man that he can tell God what to do?  I have faith that God knows what [...]