One thing I seem to forget in this process of self-actualization is that becoming myself sometimes means I’m going to be stepping on a lot of people’s toes.  To an extent, I think this is a bad thing.  While my reactions to people might be, in my mind anyway, me truly being myself, I still [...]

Today’s sign of the apocalypse: Actor John Voight is playing Pope John Paul II in a CBS made-for-TV movie of the same name. May God be with us during these last days.

what is the that that meatloaf won’t do for love, and why won’t he?

It takes me about 5 days or less to make 20 calls It takes about 20 days or more to receive that many…

I’ve been getting ProFlowers.com e-mails ever since high school when I was dating Jess.  I haven’t cancelled my e-mail subscription to them since maybe one day I’ll be using it again to buy flowers for someone.  This is bothering me so much today…

Well, What I mean by that is attraction tortures me.  Just like Darcy was tortured by his inability to reason away his attraction to Elizabeth Bennet I cannot reason mine away.  I don’t want to waste any more time in a relationship that isn’t what God has for me and isn’t going to work out.  I feel [...]

Does anyone else feel like they have feelings they’re afraid to express?  You want to tell everyone but you feel like you can’t tell anyone?  I’m so frustrated with feeling this way.  All I want to do is be a part of someone’s life but there’s this seperation (distance, time and availability) between us.  And [...]

Chase: what do you think of me saying “s’long” when i sign off Sean Allen <AUTO-REPLY>: gnight Chase: like “so long” Chase: after i typed it i noticed it looks vaugely like “slong” as in a penis Chase: so now i think not Chase: its cause Kate has a cool sign off Chase: she says [...]

Me: “I mean, that’s not exactly it. I do think I will. But… I don’t know, it just seems so odd to me after recently getting out of the relationship I was just in for so long. Getting close to someone else or even just meeting someone interested in me is a weird thought. I’m [...]

today is the worst day of my life