You Won’t

You said “I love you” tonight
Let it not be the last time
You said “I love you” tonight
Let it not be the last time

For yet again I've made my life a waste of breath and dust
I've become controlled by my thoughts and lusts
Such worthless efforts
So much time so little to show for it
Please don't give up on me

You said “I love you tonight”
Don't let it be the last time

God, I feel like giving up on me
That there's no reason to wake anymore
So selfish and lost
God, I feel like giving up on this life
Take me away from this body that digusts me
“Since when have you cared about Me?”

I'm no worse than the whore who crawls back into her lover's bed
Still covered in the ____ I was playing in

But You don't cast me away?
You don't divorce me?
You don't avert Your eyes?
You don't recall Your love?

God, I wanted to give up on You
But You won't
You won't

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