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Let's be honest now
You know my heart, is it lying to me?
Am I attracted to the unknown?
That which I have to keep myself away from?
Is there a reason why my heart is burning for more than you?
Is there a reason why I cannot stop thinking about her?
God, in my private thoughts that I do not share I am tortured and stretched beyond normal repair and I cannot go on without your reassurance.
I need you more than this.
I want to be more than a good friend; more than a shoulder or an ear.
I want to start now but I want it to be by your catastrophy of events and not my own.
To be drawn together a love that develops over time by the sharing of ideas, thoughts and desires.
By sharing the triumphs and disasters of the heart.
God deny the drama, show me the queen who is still like a child.
God give me one who is searching for you.
God draw me close.
I need you more than this.

Communion with the ineffable; impossibile to leave unchanged. I want to be changed.

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