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I feel more or less like a monkey with a collar around my neck attached to a chain
and everytime you play that music I dance
I dance for you as if that was the only way to express my unquenchable love
The music is soothing, and warms my heart
I know that it won't last, eventually your hand will stop turning the box that makes those sounds I desire so much
But in the moment, it's all that matters, it's all I can think about
I'm intoxicated with it
I want it to last forever
But it doesn't, and I have this chain as a constant reminder of this love unrequited
Why do I have such a longing to be noticed?
Why do I have such a longing to be needed?
Why do I want so much to mean so much to someone?
I just want someone to say “I've been waiting all day to talk to you”
I just want someone to say “I just want you to know…”
I just want the affirmation
I just want her
I want to be able to love like I've been created to
I just want to let it out.

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